My Man

I know I do not owe anyone an explanation but I have this guts na dapat mag explain 'coz 'some' people are always attacking me with the same questions everyday and seriously I'm tired of hearing it. (as if the questions are really important. lol!) (and as if it's really a big deal to them kung kami or hindi hehe.)

I think this letter might confirm whatever questions you have or some of you would say "I knew it!"

Yes. Arjay and I are already in a relationship; exactly February 29, 2020.

I know 'some' of you would congratulating me, us and probably some.... won't.

"Lei, why?"

"Lei he's not good for you."

"Lei wag siya..."

"Lei"

I know you just wanted a good person for me but I've got the best and I'm so thankful for that.

"Why him?"

Mga tanong na marininig ko at alam kong maririnig ko pa.

Sorry... but why not? Why not him?

In the middle of my chaos there was him. Fixing me. Giving me hope to live my life again, cheering me up na I can survive. He's my cheerleader in everything. Whenever I feel lost, sad and not feeling well there was him, always. Even on those days na sobrang masakt ang ulo ko there he was.

He knows how to lift up my mood. He always made sure na I was okay and everything's alright. He always checked me and securing if makakauwi ba 'ko ng safe and I find it sweet. (hehhee!)

He respects me and never take advantage . (Unlike others and that's a plus points to me.)

He's my totally opposite I guess. (haha!)

At dahil don nag aadjust siya na sobrang laking pag-aadjust at nasaksihan ko ang mga 'iyon.

And he supported me in everything. He's very understanding sa mga priorites ko at nandiyan lang siya to support. There's instances na ang dami kong ginagawa but he choose to understand and to wait.

I'm a fully aware of how difficult to deal with me but there was still him-- choosing to stay.

I think I have a long listed enough reasons na why I should choose him, but i know 'some' quite not see it 'coz hmm I don't know there reason... Kung ano man 'yon, it's okay. I understand. We all have different opinions naman and I respect it, but please respect mine too... Besides I've already accepted that 'some' won't be happy for me, to my decision I made and maybe disappointed but I'ts okay. Like what I've said I respect it.

To my family who easily accepted Arjay and gave him a warm welcome and choose not to judge, thank you.

To Arjay,

I hurted your feelings everytime na tinatanggi kita at sinasabi na kinakahiya kita and saying I'm not proud of having you which is hindi. I have my reason and you knew it naman from the very start.

Always remember, amidst all of those judgement you received you have me, believing you, trusting you and fully loving you. I choose you and I will always choosing you.

Thank you for willigly do everything just to protect me and my heart.

Thank you for everything baby. I love you.