In sickness and health

I think this is the first challenging in our relationship.

Weeks ago I had undergo testing for rapid test and sadly it resulted positive.

I was positive in rapid test.

I hardly cried on that day while Arjay's gave me a warmth hug and telling "Wala yan! error lang yan." and "Dito lang ako. Hindi kita pababayaan."

On first and second day after knowing the result, I couldn't eat well and sleep too.

It really gaves me despression and overthink a lot what would be happen next. Sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam. Na ang sabi ko pa sa sarili ko baka mamatay na ako.

I waited for almost two weeks for my schedule for swab test and while waiting so many what if's came into my mind.

While waiting, luckily, Arjay's rapid test result was negative that gave me a big sigh of relief.

Weeks passed by may schedule na ako sa swab and after three days I got the result and thank you so much Papa God it was negative.

Para na akong nabunutan nang tinik. Isang malaking tinik at pwede na akong makahinga nang maluwag. Umuwi na ako sa Malibay after knowing my result and nagulat ako may suprise si Arjay. May pa cake ang lolo niyo! (hahaha!)

Tama nga yung sinabi niya na hindi niya ako papabyaan. Throughout those days na nagwait ako for my swab, he was there for me; he stayed by my side. He always checked on me kung kamusta ako, kung umiiyak na naman ba ako o kung may gusto ba akong pagkain.

Kung ininom ko na ba vitamins ko. Kung may gusto ba akong ipabili sa kanya...

He was there...

when I was so devastated.

Lalong napatatag n'on ang relasyon ko kay Arjay. Na hindi niya pala talaga ako iiwan kahit na anong mangyari. (huhuhu!)

Isa pa ang relasyon ko sa Panginoon. Sabi ko, hinding-hindi ko siya kukwestyunin kung ano man ang magiging resulta at kung bakit nangyari sa akin ito.

I still believe in Him and always be.

To Sir at Ma'am Jella na hindi rin kami pinabyaan ni Arjay, thank you po. Kay Paldo na nagchat nang sobrang nakakatouched. Kay Ma'am Celine laging nangangamusta at nagtatanong kung makakapasok na ba kami (haha!)

At syempre kay Arjay ko.

Ni isang minuto hindi ko naramdaman na hindi niya ako mahal.

He always touched my heart and my soul. Always prioritizing me over anything. (Naiiyak ako haha!)

Thank you baby so much. Mas lalo kitang minamahal habang tumatagal and even we fight each other everyday, still I'll choose you. Pipiliin kita araw-araw. Huwag mong isipin na napapagod ako sayo dahil ikaw never kang napagod sa'kin at ganun din ako sayo.

Lagi mo sanang tatandaan na I choose you and I will always choosing you.

I love you, baby.