Finally

I am having a hard time

to think about what I am gonna do,

What will I'm gonna choose

I am having a hard time

to think if that decision I will make

is really good for me

So many what ifs on my mind

there's a positive but more likely is negative

So many questions

and no one knows the answer

Except me

myself.

so I tried

even if its hard

I tried

I finally tried

it's so complicated

but how would I know the answer

of my what if's if I am not gonna try, right?

Congratulations to myself

for being fearless today

for being strong enough

and for finally taking the risk.